Losing a Part of Her

Nightmares don't come welcomed in my rest nights,
And tears only once had awaken me...

It was something so forbidden,
It was something so disturbing...

For I ran... and oh, I ran...

And in my hands I had part of her...

It was dying... it was broken...

Find a safe house, find a mender.
For that... I ran.

But I was somewhere lost in thoughts...
Lost in dreams...
Running from scene to another,
Not finding proper destination.

Soon the echoes of ticking in the empty space above
Reminded me that blood can quickly leave your veins.

My guiding star had fallen,
Her loving grace existence now in question.

What would I do...
Who in that dream world would understand the implications?

Sadly... no one did. No one noticed. No one cared.

I tried to explain it... I tried to share it...
But each word cascaded desperation down my throat...

I could not live then... my mind... lost...

So I stopped dreaming, weeping in silence.
Weeping in shame.

For I had lost my way when I was the only one awake...

Far Journeys

Stole away from your memory.

A journey far from over.

Brothers lost and found,

Only to be lost again.

This is how it all began.

This is how it all was.

I rode amongst the crowds,

A stranger in a distant land.

A foreigner, a traveler.

One who yearns for home,

Who dreams of his love.

These are those places,

Both good and bad,

She will never see.

I could bring her back with me?

Back where?

She ponders on simple landscapes,

Close to Mother Earth.

Near Father Sun.

Maybe someday, maybe one day...

I will not have to travel alone.

Memories of Holland Park

A forest in the city...
A park filled with life.
Today I walked it's paths.
Tomorrow I'll remember it's grass.

I sit and stare as people go by.

I read.

I write.

But too early is the day.
Too bright is the summer sky.

Will I remember it all?
I can always take back home things I find in the way...

I can always pretend I will not forget.

A forest in the city... a world of it's own.

Fishing Dreams with Rings

And so my promise comes undone,

With a new stream bed making it's way.

My fate intertwined in a heavy flow.

I guess all I can say is... I am ready to take this river.

I am ready to take this home.

One promise to myself broken. A few words to spare only.

'No loss but face', a Thai would say with a smile.

But, I assure you, this all will hold more value as time runs by.

For it already pays kindly...

It already pays dearly... in loving gold.

Fates united. Fates unknown.

It is time to find the ring... it is time to rule them all.

Lost in my Bubble

How impossible does it seem?
There is no such thing as reality here.

Deep in the depths of the best dream,
They both fill heart with loving grace.

Yet, I still feel lost.
Yet, I still feel without accomplishment.

Nothing can satisfy the hunger.
The hunter's need.

There must be prey for this hunt in these lands I now roam...

This lioness' pet cannot stay still in these calm waters.
It needs to kill.

Swim against the tide,
Feeling the resistance pushing me back,
And ripping through the bubble...