Time in Letters

Short months soon become a short year.

And quite ironically,
That which you seek was found.
Not as expected, but regardless of fate,
It is what you wanted all along.

Now claim your debt, time.
Show your vastness to all.
You never end, don't you?

There is no way to stop you, to keep you right where I want.
Would you lie if I asked?
Or better yet, would I even dare ask?

Break me a second like June states midyear.
Give me a reason to repay tenfold your presents.
Coming stages will not be the same,
Without the time I knew...
Where time again I see through you and grasp nothing of your sense...

Fake me an hour like lunchtime forgotten.
Tell me why there is no joy when keeping your tracks.
Tomorrow will not be the same,
Without the time I knew...
Where time again I see through you and fail to see your purpose...

Take away a year like imprisonment steals life.
What determination you hold when trying to escape?
My cell will not be the same,
Without the time I knew...
Where time again I see through you and forget to take note...

Time, when did you pass by?

Uncertainties

If I could, I would tell you a secret,
If I could, I would show my shadows,
If I could, I would ask you of your demons,
If I could, I would do much...

I wonder what is it that binds me today?
For I know the truths that speed you.
And yet I am unaware of the truths that slow me.
Supervising an affair, never the goal.

Plans and roads to take, of which I asked...
None were replied.
I did not understand...
You wish to invest into a greater love...
Placed so much in the line without reason...

Asking too much in so little time...
Alas, you are brave one...
Yet, I need to see more... I need to feel more...

Now I know... After time has passed...
And yet you failed to notice...
Now you know... After all this time...
You closed the doors on your own...